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Thursday, January 6, 2011

First Time

At 5:00 AM on Friday, December 4, 2009, I sat down at my computer, shaking a bit.
And I began typing:
"Alex just left my room.
Well, most of him did. His cum is still on my chest..."

But before I relate all of the fun adventures that happened that night, I feel some background is necessary.

First off, I didn't want to use any actual pictures of Alex, so I just grabbed some of a porn star who looks kinda like him. Alex looks like this guy, but hotter:



To see more of him and to continue to sample my scintillating writing skills, follow the jump.


After I came out as bi, I didn't immediately jump into the whole LGBT experience.  First off, I was still a senior in high school. Second, I was still dating Mei, and therefore had no real interest in exploring other opportunities.  She went back to China that summer and we broke up.  Long distance with no guarantee of future reuniting is a poor basis for a relationship.

After we broke up, I spent the summer working and not really thinking about any relationship. I got to college, and I decided it was better to stay out than to sneak back into the closet, so I changed my Facebook interest and then went back to my life.

There were, of course, boys I found cute and boys I found hot all over campus, but I didn't know how to pursue any of them. So I didn't.

Plus, at the time, I felt that one night stands were...  well, I felt that because sex usually had an overwhelmingly large emotional component, it should only be reserved for people I had strong emotions for.

At the same time, I was at college surrounded by hot guys, like Alex.


Alex lived down the hall from me and was in NROTC.  The existence of DADT at the time meant that he wasn't out. That didn't stop everyone from thinking he was gay, or at least bi.  He set off everybody's gaydar.

Well, on the night of December 3rd, I had a terrible case of insomnia.  Stumbling into the lounge at 4 AM, I saw that it was already occupied.  Luke was a fabulously gay boy who lived on my hall who I had a crush on for most of that semester.  Alex and Luke were in the lounge, sitting on the couches talking.  I joined them.

They had both just come back from Babylon, the gay dance club downtown.  Apparently, they had spent the night drinking and dancing with their shirts off while men tucked singles into their waistbands.

Luke soon went back to his room to sleep, leaving me and Alex. I sat in my bathrobe and boxers.   I asked Alex if he was straight. He mentioned he could see up my bathrobe.  He expressed surprise I was wearing boxers.  Claimed under similar circumstances that he wouldn't.  I said I didn't wear boxers when I was feeling lucky.



"Drop your shorts and lock the door."
I was nervous as all fuck. I could feel my heart thundering in my chest. You ever feel that? I could feel entire my chest shudder with each beat.
"Does this mean I'm getting lucky?"
I locked the door, I dropped my boxers, and then picked up the newspaper and went back to nonchalantly reading it. He pulled up porn on his computer.

"Come over here."

I paused. Did I really want to do this? I did. But not here.

"You do know I have a single, right?"
He shrugged and we went back to my room.  My roommate had moved out in late September, so I had pushed the beds together in the room to make a king size bed.

I carefully hung up my bathrobe, stripped naked, climbed into bed with him.
I muttered something about never having done this before, not knowing what to do.  I don't remember his reply, but it was something along the lines of "just do it."

So, I did what I thought was best. I licked and sucked his nipples. I trailed kisses down his chest and rubbed my face in his stomach. My fingers grazed a scar on abdomen. "Appendicitis?" He nodded.

His pubes were carefully trimmed, almost like the military haircut he had on his head.  His cock was long, a little bit shorter than mine, but significantly thinner.

I kissed the head of his cock, ran my tongue around the head and along the frenulum. I pulled his cock into my mouth, bobbing my head up and down as I sucked him. He leaned up, jokingly asking, "Are you sure you've never done this before?"

I broke off for a bit.
"That's the cheesiest line I've ever heard... that's the only line I've ever heard."

After sucking his dick for awhile, I asked him if I was going to be the only one doing any work.  I rolled over onto my back and he went at it, sucking my dick, licking my balls, pulling my balls into his mouth.  Well, my right one at least. My left nut is huge due to a hydrocele.

He crawled up onto his knees between my legs, and we rubbed our dicks together before jacking off furiously.  At that close angle, I was mildly pleased to note that my dick was significantly larger. He rubbed his dick against my asshole, and I muttered "If you're going to fuck me, use a condom, they're in the desk drawer."
"Do you want me to fuck you?"
"Only if I get to fuck you."

He looked down at my thick cock and threw his head back and chuckled.  He came, shooting his cum onto my stomach and chest.  I ran my finger through it and licked it while looking up at him.

I kept jacking off, but it was taking too long.  He climbed out of bed, explaining he couldn't be seen leaving my room and it was already too close to morning.  I explained that I take a long time to cum.  As he pulled on his clothes, he asked if he had done enough for me to get off. I told him of course he had.



After he left, I jacked off a little bit more, but wasn't really into it.  I wasn't anywhere close to cumming, so I stopped.  Then, I went over to my computer, and began typing:

"12/03/09
5:00 am on the 4th
Alex just left my room.
Well, most of him did.  His cum is still on my chest.
He is a sexy, sexy beast.
I sucked him, he sucked me, we jacked off.  He came.  I did not.
I am doubting my own sexuality.  But then again, it took me forever to cum with Mei too."

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