Jamie is in my apartment in upstate NY, I'm still at my parents' home packing everything up.
As a recap, Jamie is the sub bottom who I fucked over the summer and then invited to be my slave boy when I return to school. He accepted, and so on Monday I sat down and decided to write up my thoughts on how the relationship will work. Read it after the jump.
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The Master/Slave Relationship
January 7, 2012
Preface
In less than a week, I return to Rochester. When I return, I am moving in with Jamie, who has agreed to be my slave and I have agreed to be his
master. Since the basis of any
strong and lasting relationship is honesty and open communication, I decided I
should take a few minutes to sit down and outline my philosophical and
practical expectations of this relationship and how I see it working.
The Power-Exchange
The
heart of this relationship is the power exchange. In most vanilla relationships, two equal partners come
together and reach a series of compromises on daily life. In such a
relationship, each decision is either mutually made or at least mutually agreed
upon after the fact. The presumption
is both parties are equal.
In
a dominant/submissive relationship, only one compromise is made when both
partners are equal. That compromise is that they are not equal. The submissive is the complete inferior
of the dominant. The dominant is expected
to make most of the decisions, and the final say in all matters reverts to him.
The
appeal of such a relationship differs between the dominant and the
submissive. The dominant gets the
satisfaction of being in control, the psychological and sexual thrill of owning
and controlling another human being.
The submissive, on the other hand, craves discipline and order. There is
a certain comfort for the submissive in having his decisions made for him by
another person, in having his whims and desires subjected to the desires of
another, in short, in being owned.
With
this power exchange comes a certain level of responsibility. The dominant must avoid making
decisions that either endanger or are pointlessly unpleasant for the submissive (unpleasant for
sexual reasons is, of course, expected and encouraged). The responsibility of the submissive is
to follow his master’s commands as much as possible. If the submissive repeatedly disobeys the master, then the power exchange falls
apart. The power exchange only
works while both participants agree to it.
In the words of a rather good BDSM fanfic I read five or so
years ago, the dominant’s creed is “You are mine to own, mine to punish, mine
to love”
Scheduling
Philosophical musings aside, there is a practical day to day
life to plan for.
I have the following obligations, in rough order of
importance:
-My Senior Economics Thesis (this is the single most
important thing I have to do this semester, everything else is beneath this)
-The three other classes I’m taking
-Applying to grad school (GREs, etc)
-Rugby, weightlifting, training for a triathlon, various
physical activity stuff
-various social obligations
To keep myself organized, I’m going to have a mac/google
calendar with my day to day schedule on it. I intend to follow it.
I expect Jamie to keep a schedule as well (though probably
not as intensive as mine).
I do have the following duties in mind for Jamie:
Cooking – I expect Jamie to plan, prepare, and cook several
meals a week. We’ll sit down and
discuss the upcoming week’s menu every weekend or so, and might go grocery
shopping together, but to a large extent I will remain uninvolved.
Dishes - are to
either be done immediately after a meal or place in the dishwasher immediately
after the meal (if we have a dishwasher, I don’t remember). I will help out with this, but it’s
ultimately Jamie’s responsibility.
Cleaning – our apartment has four rooms. I expect them all to be kept tidy and
organized. Each one of them will
have a specific day each week when it gets thoroughly cleaned. Again, this is Jamie’s responsibility but I will be willing to help out.
Laundry – again, Jamie’s responsibility, I will be willing
to help out.
Schedule – Jamie will have access to my schedule, and I will
help him plan out his. I expect
him to help us both follow our respective schedules. (ideally, by reminding
what I’m supposed to be doing at any given time).
Failure by Jamie to do any of these will result in
punishment, detailed below in the section “Punishment.”
Finances
Our finances are to be kept separate. Also, I will keep a budget of my
finances, I expect and hope Jamie will do the same. I will help him do so if he wants, but I will not give him
orders on what to do with his money.
I expect Jamie to either work or be in school while in this
relationship. I know he wants to
work. I would prefer him to be in school, but as long as he is doing something
productive with his time and is happy, I will be happy.
Rent, utilities and internet are to be split straight down
the middle.
House furnishings are to be largely paid for by me, ideally
as soon as possible so that we’re not living on hardwood floors.
It would be unfair to split food 50/50, as I tend to eat a
lot. I figure we’ll try to split it by portion consumed, but will probably
settle on 2:1 or 3:1 food budget ratio.
Gifts from one party to another have nothing to do with this
budget and won’t be counted.
Sex
I want to fuck Jamie. Roughly, violently, all the time. Jamie may pick one bracelet, which
while he wears it he may refuse my sexual advances. Otherwise, I’m free to rape
him wherever and whenever I want.
We both enjoy threesomes and group sex. Like everything
else, I get the final say in any additional guy we bring in for fun.
This will be an open relationship. Both parties can fuck whoever they want, so long as they are
open and honest with each other about who they’re fucking and as long as they
play safe with other people (condoms; regular testing). That said, every night we sleep together
in one bed, either at our place or at somebody else’s, either by ourselves or
with a third or a fourth nestled up against us.
Video Games
Video games are awesome. I love them (though I never have
time to play them). I know Jamie loves them too. If I have to though, I will drag him away from the
computer/video game system. And then probably fuck him.
Physical Exercise
I play rugby, I run, I swim, I bike, I lift. I don’t expect Jamie to do this. But I
do expect him to do some sort of exercise. If he doesn’t choose something, I will for him. It will
probably be yoga.
Punishment
Failure to comply with any of this, or really just for my
own amusement, is grounds for punishment. Punishment is limited solely to my
imagination, I just promise that none of it will be permanently physically
damaging.
Termination of this relationship
This relationship may end at any time due to the desires or
wishes of one or both parties. At
this point, Jamie will move out.
I promise not to be a dick about it, but just so we have this in writing
somewhere, if the shit hits the ceiling fan and I say get out, Jamie has two
weeks to get out.
Welcome back!!! I really hope you continue to post, I am so excited to continue reading this and hope that you post about having a boy living with you! Hope all is well!!
ReplyDeleteNot sure if you still check this but i'm super curious as to how things are going with the two of you guys living together! Hope all is well
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